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I don't know how to say but.... I really feel shame to tell people I study music in MALAYSIA in UCSI.
I feel so humiliated.
that's why, my section no one knows what course I'm taking, which college I'm going. I think kcwo's no one knows. Some of them asked me before, but I didn't tell anything. Reason? cause all of them know music well, they know malaysia music college sucks a lot.
me too, I know. I know study music overseas is the brilliant choice. But I have no choice. My family want me to study here and after it only can go overseas. I even argued with them for months. I really rejected study music in malaysia, hate it a lot. But no choice.
So, I changed my mind. I tell myself, I must succeed in future. Accept the fact that I'm gonna study music in Malaysia. Job for music in malaysia really can't survive, except music tuition. I mean, I want to work in music industry one day, so overseas is the only way. No matter how, if my family fight against what I want again, I will fight against with them too! heng.
one more thing, I really hate people who 看不起 those people who study music. Example, my primary tuition teacher. ok, I hate her since I tuition at there. Mum met her one day, and my teacher asked mum how's me blah blah blah and asked what course I'm taking blah. Mum told her music, and she was like “音乐会有前途的?" please, if you don't know music, shut your mouth up. 就算我沦落到怎样我至少还有的教钢琴赚钱! haih,one of the reason why I don't like to talk much about music with people who don't know music. If my parents know music as well as me, they sure will let me study music overseas. haih haih haih
Life in UCSI gonna start soon, May haha. Hope I can meet some teachers who will help me a lot in my music dream. I think I will get an accommodation at UCSI. So I can be more independent and also get freedom haha. Still, i won't tell some people about it.
I don't know how to say but.... I really feel shame to tell people I study music in MALAYSIA in UCSI.
I feel so humiliated.
that's why, my section no one knows what course I'm taking, which college I'm going. I think kcwo's no one knows. Some of them asked me before, but I didn't tell anything. Reason? cause all of them know music well, they know malaysia music college sucks a lot.
me too, I know. I know study music overseas is the brilliant choice. But I have no choice. My family want me to study here and after it only can go overseas. I even argued with them for months. I really rejected study music in malaysia, hate it a lot. But no choice.
So, I changed my mind. I tell myself, I must succeed in future. Accept the fact that I'm gonna study music in Malaysia. Job for music in malaysia really can't survive, except music tuition. I mean, I want to work in music industry one day, so overseas is the only way. No matter how, if my family fight against what I want again, I will fight against with them too! heng.
one more thing, I really hate people who 看不起 those people who study music. Example, my primary tuition teacher. ok, I hate her since I tuition at there. Mum met her one day, and my teacher asked mum how's me blah blah blah and asked what course I'm taking blah. Mum told her music, and she was like “音乐会有前途的?" please, if you don't know music, shut your mouth up. 就算我沦落到怎样我至少还有的教钢琴赚钱! haih,one of the reason why I don't like to talk much about music with people who don't know music. If my parents know music as well as me, they sure will let me study music overseas. haih haih haih
Life in UCSI gonna start soon, May haha. Hope I can meet some teachers who will help me a lot in my music dream. I think I will get an accommodation at UCSI. So I can be more independent and also get freedom haha. Still, i won't tell some people about it.
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